from 29/08/08
I decided to buy a guitar here. Not an expensive one, nor one of those cheap toy-ish ones that sound like rubberbands on a wooden board. For several weeks I had been looking for guitars, researching the brands, being indecisive about buying one, blah blah blah. My primary site that I was surfing was MercadoLibre.cl (pretty much an ebay for Latin America). I found a Mesko M-07 classical guitar. It cost about $90 bucks. Not too shabby for the sound and all. On a tangent, but not: lately I've been learning to be more decisive, so as a lesson for myself, along with a determination to comprar at that moment, I clicked the comprar button and I immediately recieved a "felicitatciones" email from mercadolibre. wopee. I later got an email with the information of the seller, his number, email, and his real name. Jorge. That's his first name. I always get nervous calling people, not to mention talking to an absolute stranger... in Spanish. But I told myself, I gotta be decisive, just do it. So I called. Eventually we figured out a time and place to meet. Today I met Jorge at his workplace right smack in the middle of el Centro de Santiago. I had an unusual sense of peace as I walked through the massive crowd of people, towards an old European looking building with several floors. I saw a middle-aged fellow walking towards me with a guitar in a guitar bag on his shoulder. He greeted me the Chilean way and invited me inside the office building to try out the guitar and see how I liked it before I bought it.
--¿Tocas?(You play?)
--Si, tocaba por la iglesia. (Yea, I played for church)
--No me digas. ¿Catolica o que? (No way. Catholic or someting?)
--No, Cristiana... (no, Christian)
--Evangelico? (Evangelical?)
--Si pues. (Yeah.)
Then he said something along the lines of... "you're my sister! (in Christ of course.) And after we talked a bit about what church he went to and where I went, he invited me for some coffee. I learned in my ILP class that if someone invites you for something, one on one, it's not a shady thing. So I said yes. (He has a family with 4 kids.. so don't go wooing now.) On the way to the cafe, we shared a bit about our families and whatnot. We ordered coffees and he began sharing pretty much his testimony, his background, and what stage he was in in his walk. El me cayó bien. I shared with him some of my spiritual background as well. It was amazing that he was able to understand me in my broken Spanish. At some point he asked me, so why are you here really, besides to learn Spanish? And I told him my desire to do something about social injustice and etc. And he said, wow, I can't believe we're talking about this right now. And so he shared about how he was feeling burdened to serve people in a concrete way, in a way that would cater to the earthly needs of the many broken, poor people in Santiago, whether that be those in need of food, clothing, or medical attention. He said there was a big need for people to address social injustices, and how the churches here often served people spiritually but not physically. We talked about the difficulties of being witnesses in his workplace and my being in a university where people are taught that they can do it anything and everything leaning on their own human strength. We talked for a while about these things, I felt suprisingly comfortable sharing with him my fears of living in the city city and how I felt like I was being blocked from showing compassion and serving people. He encouraged me a lot and told me that it would be in due time that God would should me where He wanted me, and that we couldn't do these things alone, not only because it could be unsafe, but because people need each other. As we were wrapping it up, he paid for the cafecitos, and on our way out he said, whatever you need, estoy disponible, con brazos abiertos (available, with open arms); perhaps you can come to my house one day and meet my family and perhaps we can even go serve the people together! That invitation, in Chilean culture, is a big deal. And I was quite touched I must say. Rewind for some context. For about a week I had been feeling very challenged by God to simply trust and ask Him to do something, or show me something. Day after day I had been struggling with myself to believe and know, not just in my mind, but my heart, that God was a powerful and almighty God who listened to us. I seriously feel like ever since I got here, there has been the fattest spiritual battles between my flesh (aided by the ever so crafty devil), and the Holy Spirit. This ordained meeting was truly a visible manifestation of God's faithfulness and incredible grace. No joke. Even though I may have not articulated this story as well as I would have liked, I just wanted to emphasize the indescrible feeling of joy and bliss of realizing God's hand at work. It is so beautiful. God is so beautiful and so good. Que lindo y puro es Dios. Aun cuando estoy manchada y rota, Dios me levanta y me sana para que pueda ser su herramiento, su luz. Eres fiel Dios.